A New Day

Well I know I havent said anything in a long time but I have been busy and depressed........
But I have decided that I am going to be a new happier person..
which I am very excited about

I have gotten over the person who hurt me.........well mostly and have also decided that I am never going to cry over them again..

Im going to find someone better than the last
and that everything is going to be ok

I also have the plan to be less insecure and more outgoing
Like a new better happier person

well anyways blog you later....

Black Thursday

So I have decided that the 11th of March was one of the worst days ever..................and so was today
Im like so irritated right now and frustrated that I dont even know what to do.
It is driving me up the wall.
When someone hurts you..........are you supposed to forgive them
even though this wasnt the first time
are supposed to take them back??

I dont know and it's all confusing
I know I probably shouldnt but its all so very tempting..........

What would the world be without temptation
thats what got me here in the first place.......

the 11th of March

So today was kinda a blur.........
It was weird
but the exciting news is that Kara, Paige, and I are in a Hula dance and its going to be beautiful haha
Our hip/butt movement shake thing is in unison which is a total plus
you gotta love it!!

And by the way my horse is a Quarter Horse and her name is Mandy.......
she gorgeous..
I have pics of her on my me space......

but anywho thats about it

peace!!

Dreadful Monday

Today was kinda a crappy day
I had a mucho headache all day and it would have been really nice to have just stayed home and watched the Secret Life of an American Teenager all day but I couldnt :(

and I also got deprived of riding my horse today but it will happen all in due time....
I really miss riding though....

Well Im off to the grocery store so adios!!!!

TGIF

So it's Friday and well Im at my chicka's house.................Paige
And all of a sudden I am really tired and it's still kinda early which is weird........

Nothing exciting happened today other than well actually nothing..
maybe something more exciting will happen tomorrow that I can tell you about well in this case Zakk since he is my only follower haha


so blog you later.................Zakk

Well Hey Hey.........
SO I have survived the dreadful speech
I am ALIVE
Thank the heavens!!!!

And I hope you know everyone will be more careful when the where high heels now haha.........

I am also super duper excited that I have a follower!! ZAKK!! Mucho Gracias for joining :)

Well anywho peace out!!

Wed.......ness..........day

So today is Wednesday which means tomorrow is Thursday............which I have to give a speech tomorrow :(

Im scared, nervous, and nauseous.....................so it's gonna suck

Well anywho enough with the negativity
this is my first blog and Im excited but probably no one is gonna see it but that's just not the point.
Nothing is really happening though...........well not important enough to blog haha.
Except the power did go off in Wal-Mart today like while I was in there.............it was kinda creepy.
and that's that.